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Submission. i know i should think about he's needs at all times, and i do very often, but does he EVER FUCKING consider MY needs? i haven't been whipped, spanked or played with for 3 1/2 weeks, and i miss it SOOO much. i can't give him what he wants because he don't consider my needs or feelings. if he only gave me what i needed sometimes then i would be happy to please him at all times. but he doesn't, so what do i do? 1. i could start provoking him, being a bitch... 2. i can just let this go and settle for the fact that i will never be spanked, whipped or played with again. 3. i can find some magical lamp and change him forever. 4. i can leave him and find someone who wants to do the job right. but none of those opportunities are realistic. so what do i do? PLEASE HELP