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when your a coupled it is only the 2 of you. you are each others most important person and please each other as you need. but what if there are need you can't fulfill? can we expect to get everything from one man? what if one man isn't enough? me and my partner are alone in our relationship but the other day i started to wonder, should i find another man to fulfill the needs he can't? i am normally the monogamous type that doesn't think a relationship should involve more than 2 persons but what if that is bullshit? what if its just something we've grown up to learn and it really doesn't matter if there are a third person? it would be a change, sure, but would it be as bad as i think? if you have sex with 2 different people at the same time, is it cheating? and who are you cheating, yourself or one of the guys?

F U

Submission. i know i should think about he's needs at all times, and i do very often, but does he EVER FUCKING consider MY needs? i haven't been whipped, spanked or played with for 3 1/2 weeks, and i miss it SOOO much. i can't give him what he wants because he don't consider my needs or feelings. if he only gave me what i needed sometimes then i would be happy to please him at all times. but he doesn't, so what do i do? 1. i could start provoking him, being a bitch... 2. i can just let this go and settle for the fact that i will never be spanked, whipped or played with again. 3. i can find some magical lamp and change him forever. 4. i can leave him and find someone who wants to do the job right. but none of those opportunities are realistic. so what do i do? PLEASE HELP

to miss someone

1. To fail to hit, reach, catch, meet, or otherwise make contact with. 2. To fail to perceive, understand, or experience: completely missed the point of the film. 3. To fail to accomplish, achieve, or attain (a goal). 4. To fail to attend or perform: never missed a day of work. that is from the dictionary. I'm gonna write about to miss someone. i miss Q. its only 2 hours since i left him but i feel so empty and closed now. everything just seems wrong. i don't want to do anything, read anything, talk to anyone, all i want is to call him. its an really filthy feeling. on one side it eats you alive, fills you up, but on the other side it leaves you feeling empty and vulnerable. a lot of people say that its healthy to miss someone, but isn't it just a pain in the ass?

unfaithful

so when are you unfaithful? I've got my boyfriend. he is perfect, everything i could have ever wanted. he gives me all i need and i would never ask for anything. but then the other day i met someone. The guy of my dreams. sexy, tattoos, lovable, sweet and everything else. he got the looks and the personality I've always have been dreaming of. but could i ever fall in love with him on the same time I'm in love with my boyfriend. Q ( my boyfriend ) and me loves each other and we feel perfect when were together. but he is my dream guy, and he wants me! so what is the smart thing to do? okay, now where i wrote it down i know what to do. i have to stop talking to the dream guy so nothing ever happens. i have to be faithful and be so he can trust me. next question, should i tell him?

sexpectations

Men are usually put n a box that says that there willing to fuck anyone, anyhow and anywhere. But are women that much different? I see there is three types of women: 1. the slutty ones, they do it like the slutty men, without feelings and whenever they have the opportunity. 2. the marrying kind. They have only been with 1-3 men in their lives. They only do it with someone they love. 3. The inbetweeners. They have sex when they feel like it but they can control it. I dont think I fit in any of those boxes. When im in love with someone I become a willing little dog that horny and available all the time. But when im not I only kiss. But wich is the write one? Is it correct to be slutty, inbetween, or ready to get married? I was with my boyfriend the other night and even though we are in a bdsm relationship where hes the Master and im the sub he acctually gavce me what I wanted for a change. I think it means he have a great heart. In our relationship im the horny one, the one who expresses sex all the time and the one who makes it happen. But I KNOW that he would never say yes if he didnt feel like it... so are women and men that different? A lot of my friends are just as horny as me. And I know that women really feel like having sex just as often. So why does men get that stamp?

BDSM

Okay, so now i have to admit it. I'm am into bdsm. i really wanted to write about something else so I'm gonna do that to but to start with this: i remember it the first time when i was about 7 years old, my friend and i were playing in a garden and i said i wanted to be the dog that sat in a cage all the time and if i HAD to go out she had to have med in a chain. there was a lot of signs when i was small but i didn't realize it till i became 16 (7 months ago) and got in a relationship with a guy(4 month ago) that was into it too. so thats the story and now its out in the open. I'm gonna write about the other thing tomorrow, cause its 4 am and I'm soooooo tired. goodnight to somebody.

threesome part 2

okay, so now i tried it. had a threesome, seen what is so special about it, my conclusion: it could have been worse. it was dirty and very nice. i mean she was sexy and beautiful so i guess thats good, theres just one problem, a girl CANT turn me on... she was sooo sweet to me and off course mean too, I mean all three of us are into kinky sex so why shouldn't it be kinky too?! it was very exiting and a really special thing to experience... but i don't think its for me. maybe were gonna bring her in to play with me again, but i won't really do anything to her, just not my style... man man liked it very much. he thought it was dirty and delicious, but then i think, wouldnt all men enjoy it?