to miss someone

1. To fail to hit, reach, catch, meet, or otherwise make contact with. 2. To fail to perceive, understand, or experience: completely missed the point of the film. 3. To fail to accomplish, achieve, or attain (a goal). 4. To fail to attend or perform: never missed a day of work. that is from the dictionary. I'm gonna write about to miss someone. i miss Q. its only 2 hours since i left him but i feel so empty and closed now. everything just seems wrong. i don't want to do anything, read anything, talk to anyone, all i want is to call him. its an really filthy feeling. on one side it eats you alive, fills you up, but on the other side it leaves you feeling empty and vulnerable. a lot of people say that its healthy to miss someone, but isn't it just a pain in the ass?

unfaithful

so when are you unfaithful? I've got my boyfriend. he is perfect, everything i could have ever wanted. he gives me all i need and i would never ask for anything. but then the other day i met someone. The guy of my dreams. sexy, tattoos, lovable, sweet and everything else. he got the looks and the personality I've always have been dreaming of. but could i ever fall in love with him on the same time I'm in love with my boyfriend. Q ( my boyfriend ) and me loves each other and we feel perfect when were together. but he is my dream guy, and he wants me! so what is the smart thing to do? okay, now where i wrote it down i know what to do. i have to stop talking to the dream guy so nothing ever happens. i have to be faithful and be so he can trust me. next question, should i tell him?

sexpectations

Men are usually put n a box that says that there willing to fuck anyone, anyhow and anywhere. But are women that much different? I see there is three types of women: 1. the slutty ones, they do it like the slutty men, without feelings and whenever they have the opportunity. 2. the marrying kind. They have only been with 1-3 men in their lives. They only do it with someone they love. 3. The inbetweeners. They have sex when they feel like it but they can control it. I dont think I fit in any of those boxes. When im in love with someone I become a willing little dog that horny and available all the time. But when im not I only kiss. But wich is the write one? Is it correct to be slutty, inbetween, or ready to get married? I was with my boyfriend the other night and even though we are in a bdsm relationship where hes the Master and im the sub he acctually gavce me what I wanted for a change. I think it means he have a great heart. In our relationship im the horny one, the one who expresses sex all the time and the one who makes it happen. But I KNOW that he would never say yes if he didnt feel like it... so are women and men that different? A lot of my friends are just as horny as me. And I know that women really feel like having sex just as often. So why does men get that stamp?

BDSM

Okay, so now i have to admit it. I'm am into bdsm. i really wanted to write about something else so I'm gonna do that to but to start with this: i remember it the first time when i was about 7 years old, my friend and i were playing in a garden and i said i wanted to be the dog that sat in a cage all the time and if i HAD to go out she had to have med in a chain. there was a lot of signs when i was small but i didn't realize it till i became 16 (7 months ago) and got in a relationship with a guy(4 month ago) that was into it too. so thats the story and now its out in the open. I'm gonna write about the other thing tomorrow, cause its 4 am and I'm soooooo tired. goodnight to somebody.

threesome part 2

okay, so now i tried it. had a threesome, seen what is so special about it, my conclusion: it could have been worse. it was dirty and very nice. i mean she was sexy and beautiful so i guess thats good, theres just one problem, a girl CANT turn me on... she was sooo sweet to me and off course mean too, I mean all three of us are into kinky sex so why shouldn't it be kinky too?! it was very exiting and a really special thing to experience... but i don't think its for me. maybe were gonna bring her in to play with me again, but i won't really do anything to her, just not my style... man man liked it very much. he thought it was dirty and delicious, but then i think, wouldnt all men enjoy it?

threesome

Would i wanna do a threesome? Most people would probably say no. because they don't want to share there man. I think its my man who is sharing me. But isn't that okay? i mean, if it would make him happy and he would love it, then it should be the right thing to do. i just find myself very drawn to the answer no. I'm not into girls but i wouldn't necessarily have to be with the other woman, he could "use" both of us. i don't know. my conclusion is, don't knock it till you've tried it! så I'm gonna ! :) or his not gonna be with her but I'm gonna be with both of them.

normal relationships

When you start a relashionship its like dancing on roses, everything is new and exciting, but what happens when it turns around and get normal and everyday-ish. Is it dangerous to let the relationship fall in to the box where its “normal”, or is normal just another way of making it obvious that you are no longer IN love, but you really love eachother. Is it falling in to a rot when you just start loving or can it be just as hot and amazing? Is the sex gonna be falling in to a rot or can it be just as great? When it happened to me I thought it got boring, I thought we were falling apart from eachother and I thought that things would get bad now. I realized that it was completely untrue. Our sex life got better, we started being so much more intimate and much more hot and sweaty, I started feeling more comfortable around him and be able to do stuff I had never done before. The sex got better and the love got bigger. I have never felt like I do now, it is something completely different. Then there is the bad side to it. You start getting problems. You are no longer on a pink sky or dancing on roses, it starts to get normal and everyday. So the problems start, discussions start and so on. But isnt it okay to have problems as long as its deep and meaning full love?

the forbidden movie

Is it normal for guys to watch porn? You dont have to make up a story yourself because its right there in front of you. But is it reality or is it fake? It's fake because no one would ever have sex like that in reality, its completly untrue and made up. But still, it happens! It is right there in front of all of us. But do all of us enjoy it? No offcourse we dont. Some of us think its disturbing but is it really just something we shouldnt like? Is it ud that has the completely wrong point of view. Should we really just cut our self off porn. Is porn wrong or is it really the right way to do it? From my point of view I would say it was okay. I dont think its wrong to watch porn as long as you seperate it from the reality. If you start thinking thats the way to do it everybody will get a baaaad experience. But is there any reason to get jealous when your boyfriend looks at porn or even masturbate to it? There looking at another girl, like she's theirs and thinks about what they would do to them if they had the opportunity. But isnt that allright? I mean, they love you not those girls from the moovies. But is it enough? Can we settle for just love or do we need lust and admiration?